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March 28

Safe and Sound

With "ฐ฿©ญฬ๗" the plane from Beijing landed violently. I arrived Heathrow airport after 21days working in China!

 

I was forced to opened my eyes with 2 bags underneath, turned on my mobile phone!

“Hi Honey... I’ve just arrived...yes... please don’t go to Paddington to pick me up... No, seriously, I can meet you at home.... cook something for me, I’m really hungry... ok, see you at home... x...Bye!”

 

"London Express or London Underground." I walked towards the London express. "Man... £15.50, it's one pound more expensive than last time. Why is the price keeping going up than going down? Oh, well, if you want to get home within 20mins, then stop complaining about the price, otherwise get on the tube."

The taxi driver at Paddington didn't help me with my heavy luggage, maybe he is not British or maybe he is.

 

I've realised that I wake up in 4 different rooms from the last 5 days. Mengzi-Kunming-Beijing-London. It's a bit weird when you don't know where you are when you wake up, fortunately that feeling doesn't last long before you know where you are.

 

I was a bit confused when I was at Beijing airport. Because I didn't know whether I was leaving home or going home!

 

I still remember feeling depressed before I left for China. I was afraid of what was coming, EIA, CDM, GIS....I didn't want to face the challenges! But now, here I am, another visit finished unharmed. Whose credit is this? Thank you!

 

Richard welcomed me with a bunch of lilies. I laughed when I saw him, "You need a hair-cut...!"

 

I feel different again after this visit to China. Even though it was still hectic in a way, but i got satifaction from what I was doing. Something has absolutely changed, though I don't know what. 

 

"Why are you so logical now?" That's Richard's latest remark since he last saw me. Is it a good thing or a bad thing?

I don't know!

 

I don't know whether to be logical is a good thing or a bad thing, but at least I can chill out a bit before my next visit in May.

 

It's great to be home!

 

February 21

又无题

才上BLOG几天呀,就发现,坏了,上瘾了.

在这儿有个笑话想说说.是李诚和我妈去年的一段对话.

诚:妈,你上次给我们买的东西,我想给你钱.

妈:什么钱,别叨叨!养这么大的女儿都给你了,要给,就给我24年的奶钱.

诚:那我再替你养她24年,行吗?

妈:你说得轻巧,从那么一丁点养到这么大容易吗?

诚:但是...那时候吃的少,现在吃的多!

 

 

无题

一个人正坐在从约克回伦敦的火车上。翻了几行字,又觉得没什么劲了。

 

还是欣赏一下外面的景色吧!

 

穿过一片田野,绿绿的,让人心旷神怡。蓝蓝的天与大地之间像是铺了一床厚厚的云毯,低低的,但却没有让人透不过气来的感觉。很喜欢英国像棉花糖一样的云。阳光时而穿过这带洞的毯照在脸上,怪暖和的。云端有一架飞机,像是一支箭慢镜头式地展示着它的优雅。不知道它射向哪里?上面的人又在想着什么样的事情?

 

大年初二把李诚丢在伦敦去约克和朋友待了两天。跟单纯的人在一起是一种享受。不需要做太多事情,却觉得很满足。自己一直以来就想和我爱也爱我的人过一种清静的生活。八字有一撇了另一撇好像因为自己的不满足到现在还没实现。人说心静自然凉,清静是环境可以决定的吗?什么意思?

 

想想自己也在伦敦待了两年有半了,某些特性也被改变了不少,塑造成了今天这个不中不洋的怪怪。想起下个月又要回中国了就打怵,又要回到那不分日夜的工作狂状态。不知道是因为工作压力大还是因为中国手机辐射强,一打电话就头疼。有老公又不能在一起的日子不好玩。干脆辞了工回家做家庭妇女得了!

 

要到伦敦了,老板A3给的工作是23页的稿子,本周末交差,哈哈,我笑...我哭笑不得!

February 13

惑,不惑

      新工作已做了有三个月了,发现自己现在处境很尴尬.忙,忙得不分黑白,闲,闲得腰酸背疼.这不,今天又闲了不行了,想想还是试试博客吧!可以自己和自己和朋友们聊聊天!

      很多时候自己都活在一个自己编织的世界里,老觉得自己是主角及主宰,并成为整个事物的中心轴。但在经历一二三四五后,发现 …咦…一切都没有自己想象中的那么童话!思绪加思绪就成了惑,惑加惑于是乎成愁!复来反去,愤世嫉俗的情绪就越来越浓,不知不觉自己也在被其情绪改变着...

  我们在尝到不合口味的东西,细细品味之后都会做一个选择.选择This is not my cup of tea 或是勉强接受.发生的每一件事都可成为一个感染体,我们也在被这些感染体塑造着.会成为什么样的作品这就要看你的抵抗能力有多强了. 

  我很喜欢的一句话是:不要用别人的错误来惩罚自己!

  我无法控制别人不去犯错,却可依然以正确心态坦然面对.不敢笑看他人如何涉水,只敢保持立场警醒而立。这也不是说自己会幸免惑的过程.有时还真是看不清前面的方向.但冥冥之中有总会被领到一个不惑的地方来审视并感悟生活.

  盘子里菜太多就抱怨那添菜人,盘子里菜太少又嫌生活平淡.总之,盘子里有菜就要吃并要常存感恩之心!

     

待续吧

上午在家折腾了一上午的博客,也没折腾出个一二三来!下午出去见了两个朋友,本来是要从她们哪里寻求安慰的,没想到自己却扮演了安慰者的角色.收获比自己预期的要好的多,这也就是所谓的施展比受有福吧!
明天待续吧!今天墨里没加水!
 
 
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